It’s hard to admit I’m so contradicted

This is the second time I’m entering MKMMA. And I know that the journey will bring me closer to my true self. But that’s where I start to see the problem or challenge. I can be so many things it’s scary. The more i want to do what I have to do the more the resistance intensifies. I’m scaling a smooth slippery mountain that is quite steep and instead of moving up even though I’m climbing i’m moving down or not at all. Strange. I want to move up. It’s time.

Change. All we need is change.

Time is rolling quiet and unchanging. We are getting older and not always wiser. However we’d like to be wiser and smarter about the choices we make and eventually all will work out. But is more than that. We must decide to change the life we have for the life we want. but how do we  do that? Well here comes the kicker: we do the mkmma program and with a bit of work and determination we’ll get closer to where we want to be. But is not easy and it’s understandable. Nothing comes easy until we learn to do what;s necessary. I have to admit is a struggle. THird week in and thinks are playing up. Old programs fighting you every step of the way. but we must persist in this quest for a better life. Thanks Mark J and all involved in the delivery of the program. Regards Florian